WHEN SUBCULTURES TAKE YOU OVER AND DO AWFUL DEEDS

When we find interests, we usually are generally excited and quite happy to be exposed to a whole new world, once we dig deep in enough to the subculture, we see ourselves blurring from ourselves as we try to manage a "double life" where we are involved in the subculture and the real life we live. over time, we slide away from whom we are, and ho others see us, all while this happens, our interest becomes an obsession, truly unhealthy, makes us anti-social, backing away from what it is that makes us our self, natural, or to others. the obsession becomes the true way, and anyone trying to disrupt that threatens us and makes us feel as if they themselves are a threat to you and your obsession, that is where we become too engulfed upon our once innocent interest. this is so common and should be easy to relate to everyone, the simple question here is what is the purpose to this? or what is making this such an epidemic to all of us???

This is where my experience and brain can interject.. i am, have, and will be affected by these things, i have a very obsessive personality.. i shut out many others to find my own way to keep my obsession going, or to keep me participating in the obsession itself..

My truth here? i think that these are the easier seen forms of human distraction that keeps us from true thought of what is genuine truth. 70% of products we buy have no meaning in English, so what are we buying in to? i see it as true distraction, as past civilizations were focused on religion to obsess over, this is somewhat a modern day religion and evil distraction to our own genuine thinking patterns, if we were to truly think our human purpose that deep, may we invoke a revolution? id say so. i write about this a lot, and maybe its me trying to break my earthly habits that torture my spirit, maybe i want to be that man i know i am inside of me, i just know i have to separate all of this self destructive junk to get me there first. i cannot answer that yet, maybe never, I am just making observations..

Plus, these observations are that i am not supposed to be thinking deeper than my obsessions and subculture(s) will let me, almost a mind-communism theme, who knows exactly... the more i learn, is the more that i will share with everyone...